@CaptAsh I just feel like I should have already done it, you know? It's hard to get through and I fear it's one of the things I just can't stomach. My own attempts end in failure, and I feel even worse that I'm letting people down. My representation of myself is so grand, the design is so specific and very much appealing, but then you hear the person behind it. Shatters the illusion and disappoints everyone.
I know the people I know respect it, including you, but in the back of my head it feels like pity.
@GabbiXARC@meow.company