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The package has been delayed. Again. It is now coming in on the tenth, as opposed to the eighth. This world is full of uncertainties and nerve wracking events that feel unfair.
Needles Obtained. Can't lie, It gets really nervous holding the box for them. There's a hundred of them, along with the pain relief prep pads. It knows that this was a long time coming, buying these and doing injections is way more convenient and easier overall, but the relationship with sharps objects and It's flesh isn't a good one...
crazy that we have domesticated normalized small robots programmed them to be so sensitive they leak at the sight of a human and we use them every single day
I think going for a Broly (DBS) look would suit me best, pawsonally. I really do like him, and everyone does look somewhat similar to their favourites. His physique is uniquely impawsible, so the best I can do is just try and look my best while encapsulating his raw saiyan power. One day, it'll be mine to wield.
On another note, some really good news came today. I wasn't necessarily told, but. My favourite you-tuber, Gamechamp3000, has come out as trans a few months ago. Her voice was lower and smoother than mine, very nice to listen to. I opened a newer video of hers, and it's clear to me that it's definitely getting higher. Haring her sound the way she does now made me, weirdly emotional? I don't know why, but it did.
Honestly, it might not mean much to most, but it really does give me hope that I won't have to sound like this forever. If only I actually stuck to the training. ha. There's a weird sense of shame, embarrassment, and probably immense fear. Over what, I couldn't tell you.
What makes me such an active target for stalking? There's been four in the past 5 years, and one just reached out to one of my friends to try and get to me through twitter. Are we serious?
We've finally found it. The thing that gets under our skin, makes us squeamish, wriggling uncomfortably in our seat. Needles. They're relatively cheap to buy, but it's just so unnerving to look at. We read up on how to properly inject yourself with a well-written in depth guide but couldn't help physically reacting. It knows to start using them now, it's been a year, but it doesn't have the mental fortitude to stick itself with that. Some kind of weird intimacy issue, we think.
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