Gabbie
@GabbiXARC@meow.company hiiiii :D
★ i'm newgen but pretty cool (and smart and funny and cute and adorable) ★
★ get LOUD‼️‼️ ★ GET CRAZY‼️‼️ ★ loves raves (but hasnt been to one yet)★
★ 3DS FC: 4183-9047-9648, EN/FR, OG Homebrew dev. lovin tha shrimp!!!! ★
★ Mobile game enjoyer!! FGO, CRK, HSR, Unite, DGS ★
🪐🛰️ 𝔏𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔲𝔭 𝔞𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔯𝔶 𝔰𝔨𝔶, 𝔤𝔞𝔷𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔶 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰 𝔬𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔢𝔱. 𝔄 𝔰𝔴𝔦𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔤𝔬𝔩𝔡𝔢𝔫 𝔥𝔲𝔢𝔰, 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔭𝔲𝔭𝔭𝔶 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔞𝔯 𝔰𝔶𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔪, @Saturn_a 🛰️🪐
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Location
Sweeping up dusty corners in the back of your mind.
Pronouns
She / Her / It (EN), Elle / Elle (FR)
Incredibly close to a bond 15 Castoria. My first Servant to do so, it's taken literal years to get her this far
Getting more and more happy and hopeful as of late. Usually, would consider myself a pretty private person before last year, keeping everything to myself and just marching on in absolute agony, the teachings of my terrible family still fresh in my mind. "A man must protect", among many other traditional views that have been pushed on me my entire life, and I fully believed in. Decompiling those thoughts and understanding that truly, I am a woman, is finally starting to sink in. I'd say a huge help was the slight misunderstanding that led to a personal, meaningful name change. Formerly, I hated people calling me "Gabbie", since to me it felt way too intimate, like a personal boundary had been crossed, and wrong in a way. Why? I couldn't tell you in the slightest. But due to these amazing new freinds I've met, it's the default way to address me now. And I'm starting to do it in my own head, too. No questioning, somebody says the name and my heart skips a beat, and my ears perk up, even if it's something as mundane as saying hi. This transitioning stuff is no joke.
I still have a very long path ahead of me, but I feel more prepared to walk it than I ever have before. Learning how to properly express and understand emotions in healthy ways, communicate and understand why I act the way I do as long as others, and generally doing some maturing that I hadn't known I'd needed at the time. I'm very thankful for this new crowd of freindly faces—endless kindness and acceptance. For the first time in a while, I can genuinely say that I am happy. 💜
My number one supporter, Saturn, has had my back for ages and I was too blind to see how dedicated she is until I was already chewed up and spit out by somebody else. And for that, my deepest, genuine, sincere apologies. I knew you were serious, but my insecurities at the time convinced me that you were out for yourself and I was just an easy and cheap form of happiness, and when I was lied to about you, I believed it. For that, too, I am sorry. It wasn't fair for me to do that when I had barely known anything. (This isn't to say anything bad happened with her, I am just not as forgiving of myself as she is to me.)
Writing in my own little corner is therapeutic, and I like doing it. I will try and keep this up for the next little while. It's like a giant load off my chest and lets me breathe easy.
Get yourself a good dog. It'll change your life. 💜
Goodnight readers. I have work in a few hours.
Unrelated to anything, WIP on an upcoming thingy 💜💜
The FGO 10th Anniversary on NA servers is soon, along with the yearly Summer Servant event. I don't have much in Quartz, but I do aim to get Artoria Caster's Summer Form, the Berserker one. One of the best single target DPS units in the game with an incredible set of skills. Game changing, just like her original Caster's meta defining self. She has a 50% NP Battery and a 50% Arts buff for 3 turns, along with being a berserker means she will always have Class advantage unless it's a Foreigner Class she's fighting.
UDK Barghest as well, she's from the Summer event as well. Pretty bad Servant overall, but I just like her a lot from the story of Avalon le Fae. I have her original Saber form soon to be Bond level 10 and max Fou. What I really want her for is the ability to change her NP from All-Target to Single. It's unique, arts type, (I have Castoria.) and good for those 3 - 3 - 1 nodes with a single powerful target at the end that you can't get NP refund from or just need to beat on a budget.
There's also an outfit for Oberon coming up in this event, he looks so damn stupid.
Up next is the mid to late August event, the Wandjina World Tour. Wandjina herself is cute, and a Foreigner. I love the class, so i have plenty of incentive to summon for her, but aside from that her final art is so obviously 'The artist's barley disguised fetish." To be fair, this current event we have going on RIGHT NOW is literally The Feet Event. " Mystic Eyes Symphony - The Bewitching Forest and Beautiful Footprints~" I have to go around and beat Servants and then take pictures of their shoes / feet, and it adds to a giant collection in the event. Thanks, Lasengle. (Publisher.) Her final Ascension art is the 4th image spoilered, so take that as my warning. She's an AOE quick unit like Jacques de Molay, but I genuinely have NO clue how Wandi plays, so we'll see when she comes out and i can get a freind unit. Until the next update!!
i don't use spoofy much does this say anything about me
NEW EZA FOR LR INT TIEN!!!!!!!!
Pre vs post, he's pretty decent for a F2P 2022 LR. Not as good as AGL Bardock, but he's the gold standard for F2Ps imo. Pretty decent unit and hopefully will round out my Earthlings category team.
sometimes when im talking i dont even think twice and use we/us and refer to myself in the 3rd person is that like weird and stupid or a new form af mental illness i didnt know about
This took me genuinely half and hour.. Earthlings is hard carried by Tao, Yamcha, and Tien. Guess who doesn't have the new Tien and can't use Tap for this fight? LOL
It was pretty fun though, I love underpowered teams
updates on my room too :D
It's just a beta right now, but once i finish rigging my full body model of myself I'll use it way more.