Hello, dear Reader. Horrible news this month, seeing as Hera (the service.)'s vials that have been sold in May were half the dosage they were supposed to be. This news is devastating to me, personally, seeing as this means I have been under-dosed for the last four months. I have already felt like my transition is slow and has been slowing down even more, seeing as how my growth at the beginning was explosive. It has been bad luck event after bad luck event when it comes to this, and it's honestly a little disheartening. I've seen people do way more with way less. The comparison is joy is theft, though, so have hope in my heart that I will catch up to the people I look up to in this space.
It was a good decision to try and reach out harder as well, because that resulted in knowing more people personally in the DIY scene. They have told me that my dosages are a little more than average, and I just got incredibly unlucky with my vials, and situation.
I will keep going, because I have to. I will live the best life for myself. I am just very prone to bad luck in these kinds of things.
a Yatta, for your time.
