I think going for a Broly (DBS) look would suit me best, pawsonally. I really do like him, and everyone does look somewhat similar to their favourites. His physique is uniquely impawsible, so the best I can do is just try and look my best while encapsulating his raw saiyan power. One day, it'll be mine to wield.
On another note, some really good news came today. I wasn't necessarily told, but. My favourite you-tuber, Gamechamp3000, has come out as trans a few months ago. Her voice was lower and smoother than mine, very nice to listen to. I opened a newer video of hers, and it's clear to me that it's definitely getting higher. Haring her sound the way she does now made me, weirdly emotional? I don't know why, but it did.
Fig 1 - Old - youtu.be/Eex097RQfk0
Fig 2 - New - youtu.be/NwffeyJHNXU
Honestly, it might not mean much to most, but it really does give me hope that I won't have to sound like this forever. If only I actually stuck to the training. ha. There's a weird sense of shame, embarrassment, and probably immense fear. Over what, I couldn't tell you.
See you all later.