Very good news today. Ordered a stronger Estradiol, I'm going from a 0.06% gel pump to 2mg spray, twice a day. Not to be too revealing, but I already have a chest that's a little hard to hide as of now, and I'm just as excited to start my new doses as I am scared to find a bra that fits. I recently worked up the courage to order one, but it was many sizes too small. Minor setback of course, this path wasn't guaranteed to be easy. Still, very happy about how things are going.
Still really not sure how I'm supposed to be doing it "properly", per say, but in America I am just genuinely too scared to go look for a doctor IRL for cost and bias reasons, so I'll keep doing it myself for as long as I realistically can.
Got a new phone case, putting some 3D Sanrio stickers on it. Makes me feel more expressive and free, I guess? It's the little things like that, for me. Feels just that tiny bit better, you know? There's also a hole on the side for attachments, like keychains and things. I would really like to get some, but I have no idea what of. Maybe Sneasler? Weavile? I feel like the things I want are generic and bland, but on the other hand, it's for nobody but me, so why does it matter?
I'm usually the one supporting the people I know and advocating for their freedoms, but now that it's me doing it it's an entirely new feeling.
I am usually afraid of change, but it's needed and welcomed for the first time in a while.
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